a letter i wrote to you...

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I can apologize for days and weeks and months and years, but I know I can’t undo the pain I’ve caused you.  I’m not asking you to forget, or absolve me of my mistakes.  I’m just asking you to see the profound change you’ve made in me, and let me hold your heart as you hold mine.  I will protect it, and provide for it, and be all it ever needs… because I know our hearts are meant to be together.  I went once, this is true.  But I will never go again.  Please see that I am staying here now, even with almost no hope left, I will not go.  Because this is where I belong… wherever you are.

All I have to give you is all of me.  I can’t make promises and expect you to believe me.  I can only bare my soul and spill my heart and be completely honest with how I feel.  And this is it.

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