.perfect.

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying 
Cuz that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality...

dotted lines and ven diagrams.

the line becomes blurred
between love and desperation

when does certainty become insanity
and waiting become standing alone

when does leaving become moving on
tell me, when does the line become clear...

inkblot.

I'm not crazy, like you think I am

I'm not crazy, for holding on tight

to a thought, or a prayer, or just an ideal

to what I thought could be all that was right

I'm not crazy for starting to feel

like maybe how I was living was just not enough

for wanting to right all the things I did wrong

for wanting a heart that was not quite so tough

I'm not crazy for wanting to change

for seeing my flaws and working them through

I'm not crazy for seeing what I lost

but I just might be crazy for loving you.

.holland road.

Mumford and Sons Babel is my heart in 15 songs.

Thank you for singing all that I wish I could say <3

Press my nose up to the glass around your heart
I should’ve known I was weaker from the start
You’ll build your walls and I will play my bloody part
To tear, tear them down
Well I’m gonna tear, tear them down

Cuz I know my weakness, know my voice, but I believe in grace and choice
And I know perhaps my heart is farce, but I’ll be born without a mask 

But I still believe though there's cracks you'll see
When I'm on my knees I'll still believe
And when I've hit the ground, neither lost nor found
If you'll believe in me I'll still believe