Stuck in this place
With my feet in the quicksand
A head like an owl
Spun back toward my past
Dreaming of my future
But yesterday's still clinging
Clawing and begging to survive one more day
My love holds on and seems never ending
Holding me here with its refusal to sway
Though battered and shadowed by a muse's rejection
The rope of hope grows thinner by days...

heart song.

all of my words get caught in my throat

for fear of saying it wrong

afraid of sounding like excuses for the past

or pleading becoming my tone

when all I really need to say

is this feeling won't leave me alone

it stays and it haunts and it makes me smile

and it feels like it just can't be fake

all that i think and see and dream

comes back to your face, and our smiles, and those days

i guess when i let it all go and just speak

what my heart says is this:

it's not that i can't live without you by my side, because we both know that i can

it's just that i don't want to... today, tomorrow, forever.

.twentysevenisthenewfortytwo.

Had the best birthday day ever.

The only thing missing was

You.
<3