Soil, soil...

.rebel in the roses.

If you find me, I'll be yours in a heartbeat
On Cade Hill, thinking of where you might be
I'm as sure as all the rebels on the roses
On Cade Hill, I'll be here, try and find me.

And I'm lost and lost now that you are gone
I'm lost lost, the heavenly host is gone

I've been here for a while
Hanging out with the rebels in the roses
I am falling to the ground,
Try to find you and tell you I'm sorry

Can you come out, I'm outside, can you hurry
On the cold hill where the rebels are buried
Oh, I miss you, and I wish you could see me
On Cade Hill with the rebels beneath me

I've been down, I've been waiting
Hanging out with the rebels in the roses
I am falling to the ground
Try to find you and tell you thank you for everything

weakness is the gift love brings.

thought I was strong 'til I met you girl

you took my heart and swept it away

I thought I had taken it back for me

when all along it was in your chest

You'll hold it there 'til the end of time

cuz without yours, it's foreign to me

Thought what I wanted was a heart all my own

but you taught me there's more in giving mine away

thought I was strong 'til I met you girl

and now you've made me weak

Take my heart out of my chest I just don't need it anymore...

.shell games.

Took the fireworks and the vanity
The circuit board and the city streets
Shooting star, swaying palm tree
Laid it at the arbiter's feet
If I could change my mind, change the paradigm
Prepare myself for another life
Forgive myself for the many times
I was cruel to something helpless and weak
But here it come, that heavy love
I'm never gonna move it alone
Here it come, that heavy love
Tag it on a tenement wall
Here it come that heavy love, someone gotta share in the load
Oh, here it come that heavy love, I'm never gonna move it alone
I was dressed in white, touched by something pure
Death obsessed, like a teenager
Sold my tortured youth, piss and vinegar
I'm still angry with no reason to be
At the architect who imagines
For the every man, blessed Sisyphus
Slipping steadily into madness, now that's the only place to be free
But here it come, that heavy love
You're never gonna move it alone
Here it come, that heavy love
Tattooed on a criminals arm
Here it come that heavy love, someone gotta share in the load
Oh, here it come, that heavy love, you're never gonna move it alone
No I don't wanna play, it's a shell game
It's a shell game
Distorted sounds on oscilloscopes
Distorted facts I could never cope
My private life is an inside joke
No one will explain it to me
We'll be everything that we ever need
Everyone on the count of three
Everyone on the count of three
All together now
Here it come that heavy love
We're never gonna move it alone
Here it come that heavy love, playin as the cylinder rose
Here it come that heavy love, I only want to share in the load
Oh it here it come that heavy love
I'm never gonna move it alone