Sunday, September 30, 2012

.light in the dark.

Take this chance,
Cuz it may be our last
To be free,
To let go of the past,
And to try,
To let our love never die
Or to just live our life.
Take my hand,
And let me take your heart,
Keep it far
From what keeps us apart
Let us start
With a light in the dark.
Take this chance,
And we'll make a new start
Somewhere far
From what keeps us apart,
And I swear that somewhere
In the night
There's a light
A light in the dark.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

.something next to normal.

This planet is pretty much broken beyond all repair
But one thing is working if you're standing there
Perfect for you, I could be perfect for you
I'll make myself perfect, perfect for you
Cause I'm holding on
and I won't let go
I just thought you should know
I am the one who knows you
I am the one who cares
And if you think that I just don't give a damn
Then you just don't know who I am
Will you watch as I drown and wonder why
Are you waiting? Are you wishing? Are you wanting all that she can't give?
Are you bruised? Are you broken?
Are you hurting? Are you healing? Are you hoping for a life to live?
Does it help you to know, well so am I

Well, so am I
Tell me what to do
Look at me
Tell me who to be
Look at me
So I can see what you see
And you'll see
I am the one who holds you
I am the one who stayed
I am the one who won't walk away

I won't walk away
I am the one who'll hear you
And now you tell me that I won't give a damn
You don't give a damn
But I know you know who I am
Who am I? 
And all my fears just sit inside me, screaming to be heard
I know they won't, though, not a single word

Maybe we can’t be okay
But maybe we’re tough and we’ll try anyway
We’ll live with what’s real
Let go of what’s past
That’s the thing I’d like to try
Close enough to normal
To get by

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

.all for love.

Slipping through a hole where the moon don't shine
Spent too long trying to make you mine
Kept on running, but I fell behind
Butterfly better fly away this time

Lost my place in the line again
Put it back on the shelf and let the dust settle in
I always thought we'd that be more than friends
I always thought that we were different

I'm all for love
But I can't see the light
Tell me how to do it
Tell me how I'm gonna get it right
I'm all for love
I'm gonna try it again
I don't wanna give up
Cause I'm all for love

Nobody knows where the hell I've been
Gonna make a fool of myself again
Keep on getting stuck up in the same old scene
Baby why'd you have to go and be so mean

I'm all for love
But I can't see the light
Tell me how to do it
Tell me how I'm gonna get it right
I'm all for love
And I'm trying again
I don't wanna give up
Cause I'm all for love

I don't believe in praying on your knees
Just let me leave, I'm over the fantasy

I'm all for love
But I can't see the light
Tell me how to do it
Tell me how I'm gonna get it right
I'm all for love
And I'm trying again
I don't wanna give up
I don't wanna give in
But I can't see the light
Tell me how to do it
Tell me how I'm gonna get it right
I'm all for love
And I'm trying again
I don't wanna give up
Cause I'm all for love
And I'd give away a thousand days 
Just to have another one with you.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

i had a dream.

Last night I dreamt that you held my hand...
And all our wrongs were right again...

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

a timeline.

8 months ago today.
a lifetime, and yesterday.
I believed you when you said.

sometimes it lasts in love, and sometimes it hurts instead.