I am happy today.
I'm not sure why that is, or if there even is a cause, but I am happy. I've been productive, positive, peppy, and some more awesome 'P' words all day!
I wish I felt like this every day... if only I knew what was put in my coffee this morning.
I am working on getting registered for classes this week for my upcoming return to university in September, and as exciting as it is, it's also a little bit scary. It's like, my entire future knowledge base is up to me now, even though I couldn't be trusted with that for the first 12 years of schooling, and I don't feel I was given any tutorials on how to do it now... Obviously I would love to just take the most random and interesting things, but I somehow have a feeling that would be missing the point.
But what IS the point???
*sigh*
I've created/nurtured some fantastic relationships in the past few weeks, and am feeling pretty fantastic about that. As uncertain and scary as this whole school thing is, the knowledge that I have such amazing people around me is like a security blanket. Like, even if I "do it wrong" (which is what it feels like), these people will all be here to laugh with me, tease me for my mistakes (kindheartedly, of course) and then help me on to the next step.
Things always seem a little less scary when you have someone to share it with. <3
**ps** Abbey is perfect and lovely.
**pps** .......She told me to say that.
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