I sleep too much.
I go to bed too early... I sleep in too late. I don't want to wake up. I take naps. I fall asleep when I've done nothing to warrant a rest. I snooze through alarms by hours at a time. I sleep. and sleep. and sleep.
I don't know why I want to keep sleeping... my dreams are no better than this reality I've created. But when I'm sleeping, I don't have to think. When I'm sleeping, I don't have to worry. When I'm sleeping, I don't have to talk to anyone, or see anyone, or do anything, or feel anything. When I'm sleeping, I know it's not real.
Sometimes, when I go to sleep, I hope I won't ever wake up.
waking up is the best part. it gives you the opportunity to identify what you dislike in the difference. which gives you a starting point, in the very least...
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